A fishy time?

I only make entries here if I'd had a seizure or a mini-seizure or some interesting medical discovery to add and this time is no difference.

Yesterday (11/4) I had another seizure, this time in The London Aquarium. Luckily, it was quite near the exit so it was easy(ish) for the ambulance to get to me. I realised one was coming and so I had some Clobozam (a drug that tries to calm down seizures) but it wasn't sufficient. To begin with, I sat on the floor, feeling the seizure build up and looking at people walking by and giving me funny looks. After that, I have no memory of what happened until I got to hospital (St. Thomas') but apparently I was stretchered and wheeled out as it was not possible to get me to stand up. In the ambulance I was given diezepam and the next thing I know, I'm being helped into a hospital bed. The night before, I sat on an office chair which broke beneath me (it was not to my weight) and landed on my coccyx and that was painful, and so getting myself into bed was also not very comfortable. Then my memory was blank again and when I came to the next time I had a raging headache and a cannula in my left arm. Then I had all the various checks - an ECG, arm and leg strength, reflex tests, tests to make sure my eyes were able to follow finger movements, etc. And that was it and we were free to go. The tube journey was fine and even though it was a Friday evening around rush hour, we all managed to get a seat. I went to bed early and then an hour later I could feel another seizure starting up. I had another Clobozam, laid down again and rode it through. Luckily, this one didn't carry on to a full seizure.

Anyway - my "allowed to drive" clock has been reset once again...

Another day, another seizure

I woke up this morning (14/3) at 6:15 when the alarm went off for the first time (we have it go off at 6:15 and then at 6:45 (don't ask). Any way, I wake up with a start at about 6:30 and begin to get the early precursor signs of a seizure. However it feels like it's only going to be a minor. Anyway I take a Clobazam (something that's supposed to dampen down the intensity of the seizure) but the symptoms get worse and I start to spasm and make weird noises and then pass out. Luckily I didn't wet myself or bite my tongue and at least I was in bed and my wife was there to look after me. I came to at around 8:30 but then slept on and off until about 10:00 (Clobazam makes you drowzy).

My neurologist was very surprised when I spoke to him about the previous seizure and upped my Lamotrigine dosage to 400mg per day, which is high. I hope it doesn't have to go up any higher.

So - my driving licence is put back once more. I'm beginning to wonder whether I'll ever get to drive again.

Once more unto the bed...

This Saturday just gone (the 23rd Feb), I had been out for a walk in the morning and then we went in separate directions to get different things.I arrived home first, unloaded what I'd bought (which included a certain amount of beer), and went to do a few things on the computer. I sat there for a few minutes and then felt the feeling that I've felt before pre-seizure, which included pins and needles and a difficult to describe buzzing (although without the sound) in my head. I swore to myself and got up and headed straight to bed, although I sat up while I tried to establish whether this was going to be a seizure or not. I could feel it getting stronger so I took one of the new tablets that had been prescribed by the neurologist (Clobozam 10mg) then tried to operate my mobile to tell my wife what was happening. The phoone was on lock and required a security number to release it. I think I managed to do that. Then I tried calling her and I failed at the first attempt and at the second attempt apparently all I managed to do was make some weird noises and that was that.

As always, the rest is blank for me until I started to come to, luckily this time in my own bed, instead of in some hospital somewhere. I was extremely groggy and achy but at least I hadn't bitten my tongue, or overheated. I spend most of the day sleeping and also went to bed quite early too that evening. I think the Clobozam may have had something to do with that too. By Sunday I had pretty much recovered, although I still felt drowsy. But I think that's it for this time.