Speed is the word, is the word...

My narcolepsy seems to be getting more frequent. The trouble is that as it starts to kick in, I start to feel a pleasant relaxing wave wander along my body.The attacks themselves vary slightly. Sometimes I can feel it hovering around me and it just takes over, and other times I can just relax and allow it to take over. But in the latter case I know I should take more control. But it's very difficult.